And So, She Ate

  Not all rules were written; some were etched into silent practices, like the plate to be held close to the body but not quite, steady, firm, never extended too far, never tilted in a suggestion. “Take and finish”, said enough to pass as care, a caress, almost.  It was a reminder against excess, against […]

If I Were to Go Down in History

If I Were to Go Down in History If it were to go down in history I could say  I never met a nawab with a loose tooth, how  we pulled out smoke from gums, pulled out  fire from bricks, fat hands marinating a fat piece  in soaked skin as thin as noon’s preservation  cooking […]

Hunger

Hunger They sink Deep into their own bodies And take turns In making themselves Into utensils of skin- One mounting over The fire of the other. They cook Their own flesh Into a sweet pulp of desire. Seething in hunger They start licking The platter Of their quivering bodies Clean, sucking marrows From each other’s […]

The Regal, Dinner

Author’s Note   I am not sure how much influence a fictional character can have in a vividly imaginative mind like mine, however, since the time I watched Wednesday (with the help of Richa- my bestie’s Netflix account), I began experiencing (what I’d prefer believing) involuntary psychic visions. Not as intense as Wednesday Addams, though. […]

I Think it Scares Me

I Think it Scares Me   i think it scares me   i think it scares you  when my chest falls up and down with the weight of yesterday’s rice and kozhambu*,  when it fills my mouth faster than it filled my stomach, when I look down at the toilet bowl  and extend my sweaty […]

Under the Empire

Under the Empire he looks at me for the misery he must get rid of. he soughs as if draining a sewer, sits on the floor, all weight resting on one knee after praying, his body outlines a misty cave in cigarette smoke. he deprives me of air. he lives in this poem, but spends […]

A Bite of Him

A Bite of Him                                                                               My eyes jiggle around As everyone eats together While I sit with […]

Could Watching Anais Nin Land Me In Jail ?

An orgy of four naked bodies –   the beautiful pair of nude buttocks belong to Maria de Madeiros: the charming  actress who plays Anais Nin.  The seductive way she pronounces Aa-na-iis.  She is in bed  with Henry – isn’t he June’s husband?  Anais is jealous: He has someone  who drives him to pain and chaos.  […]

The Brain

The Brain is the perfect machine, my friend relayed. When I think back to childhood and its organs, love is always trembling, or I am. Filled with dreams of an angel just as it moves too far to know its hand is a hand. The loss of focus has cost you the truth. The brain […]

Beyond Metro Limits

I beg your forgiveness, I did it only because I was coerced to and though you make this seem like betrayal, I would still consider us friends   would you still condemn my transgression when you see that the closest in Patel Nagar is  a piece of shit, a dilapidated hag whose doors you enter […]